What's for dinner?

That could be the name of my blog and my current life's header.  Or, "Where's my blah-blah-blah?"  or the ever popular, "MOM!!!!!! "   "When's dinner?"  "Have you seen the blah-blah-blah?"  Those are what I hear multiple times a day.  So funny.  I just needed quiet today.  I had no music.  I was just enjoying the solitude.  I really needed the quiet.  And today?  I have no idea.  It won't be a quiet day.  Lots going on:  sick kid, doctor's appointment that will not be enjoyable, I already have music going on to perk me up.  And I'm forcing myself to do more writing.  That's what I need to do every day.  I'll feel better and more productive if I have something to work on all the time.  I live in dread of someone actually reading this because it seems so "journal-ish" and private, although I do try and monitor what I say and write deeply personal things only in my diaries.  This does give me renewed appreciation for good bloggers who can be authentic without revealing too much-it's definitely a fine line.  I like being able to work out my thoughts "on paper" but sometimes it's about other people (and shouldn't be shared publicly).  And things about the kids, even if they're not super personal, it's still "their" stories and I have definitely gotten to the point where I know it's not for me to share.  (Especially as they get older.)  So then that leaves my own thoughts-and again, some of them don't exactly reflect positively on me and I don't want to be judged.  Yet I really like this format-so sometimes I just write and then delete.